Ok, so here it comes~! New note~!
I am trying to write in English, so
if you will find any mistake, please
correct me in the comments~
I'm soooo sorry.
I told you, that I will make a gyaru make-up tutorial
and I didn't .
Actually I'm going to make it someday, but for now
I don't think I look gal enough ...
It makes me sad, but it's some kind of motivation too.
Another problem is that I don't have now moneeeeeeeey.
ughghgh. I'm not working so if I want sth I must
ask for it my mom (
I wish I could earn money, but I don't have time for that.
The same thing is with learning japanese. I don't have fuckin time,
to learn it! It's my dream, and my last hope is I will study it
at the university. ugh. I still don't feel better . . .
I must lost weight a bit ...
My goal: 45 kg
I must start doing sth to look like a real GAL.
So tomorrow I think I will get rid of my old clothes
I have to do it, because nothing will change